im tired....wanna have some rest...

its been almost 23 year, since the first time i've had my first breath in this unfair world. and until now, things are getting more complicated the normal. i haven't experienced a normal life,...a simple one. it seems that i have the worst sin ever committed so that i have to be punished like this. never ending problems come-up everyday, overlapping to one another and i think later on i m gonna be buried inthis mess that i didn't want in the first place. i have no one to hold on eccept for my myself....ive been crying every night, and my tears a getting fewer and fewer...i tired of being like this...i wanna start a new life..a life no worries, no other people to think about, no expectations and no complications.(sigh......) but i guess i have to endure more than this things to become stronger. but for whom? i have no one to share it with....all of them are only using me for their onw survival....fuck......i hate this life.....

whewww

Another stressful and depressing day have passed I’m here in my room thinking about the things I’ve done throughout the day. wasted and unappreciated efforts for other people and yet I’m keep on doing things for them. I’m very disappointed on what's happening in my life right now, it seems that anything I do ended up to nothing. I’m so sick and tired of it and I need a break from all these things. Sometimes when I’m alone I’ve been asking myself if why am I put to this kind of situation, I’m not a super human to tackle all this problems all at once. And I’m not also a bad person to suffer from other people's fault. All I want is a simple happy life, where I can be who I really am without thinking other people might utter behind my back. I need some confinement, a place where I'll find peace for both mind and body. But where I would I find it?

my intro

This would be my first time to write on blog site. I'm quite not good on english so please bear with my sentences for they maybe grammaticaly incorrect (just a bit..lol.)

As for the into, I would prefer to stay anonymous for some reasons. I’m 22, very outgoing, adventurous, have a positive outlook in life and happy being a single. I’ve spent my whole life here living on a beautiful island somewhere in the philippines.

Some of my friends call me bunso (boon-so) coz I only stands 5'5" (5'4" on barefoot..hehe). Some people found me amusing for being talkative but with a good sense of humor.

l enjoy hanging out with my former classmates both from high school and some in college. I’ve earned my bachelor's degree last 2006. During my free time, I would be in places around the island and have some snap shoots of what's happening around.

That's it for now, expect that I’m gonna be writing more soon. (some kind of an online journal I think.)